I Will Tell You a Story....I Can Spin a Yarn a Mile Long

So, nothing that amazing happened today, aside from this idea I had for a new blog.
Here's the history...I get the dictionary.com Word of the Day, and honestly, it's revolutionized my life. I love it, and look forward to it every time I open my e-mail in the morning. And I've been trying to use the words in my everyday conversation, thus bewildering those unfortunate people who I manage to ensnare long enough to talk to me. SOOOO! I got to thinking, Why don't I incorporate these words into a story? In the form of a new blog address?
   Meant to enrich your life and mine.
   Believe me, you will not be disappointed.
   The adventure begins.

Valentines Day...(insert Jaws Music or Death Star music here)

Some people live for this day. Some people dread it beyond belief. As I have never had a significant other, I don't give a shit about it any more this year than the past ones. And next year, when I'm still blissfully independant (alternative statement to SINGLE...kind of like when people say, 'oh yeah, I'm a merchandise consultant'...and you're like, "ummm, no, your a miserable cashier. don't you forget it, bitch.")
    THIS Valentines day got off to a bangin' start because my FAVORITE band's album came out for FREE so I was freaking out early. And I fell in love with the music, not with any person...haha, oh fuck my life hahahaha.
   BUTTTTT...I've begun to wonder this. About 'soulmates'. I believe everyone has ONE. You might not end up with him, but he's out there. I'm terribly afraid of not finding him in time. There seem to be so many people getting married and engaged now (most definately the stage in our lives :college.) that I wonder if all the couples are soulmates. Or have they just gotten together by default or convenience. I hope not. And as many people are getting married, I know of a few couples who are getting divorced. Clearly, they did not exhaust the search for thier soulmate.
   How do you KNOW? I'm assuming your heart sings in any relationship, but is it a more beautiful song in a relationship with a soulmate? Gawd...I hope mine is really obvious. Wherever you are....
   Its hard not to get anxious about relationships when seemingly everyone is dating somebody else or is gettin' hitched. And while I REALLY love being single, still, I wonder all the time where my soulmate is. Is he dreaming about me right now? Does he have my image envisioned in his head, his 'dream girl'? Will I fit his expectations and wildest fantacies perfectly, or will he have to tweak me? (Gawd, I hope not. I will not change for anybody...) And I just wonder where he lives. What his favorite song is, or his favorite national park. It's just comforting to know that he's restless for me too....
     Aaaaaaaah, sorry for the emotionally draining blog. Haha.
    I hope you have found your soulmate. And if not, be patient. He or she IS out there :)
   Love love love you.
     Hannah
   

Looking back, and looking hott(????) NOT!

So, I'm pretty sure we're all aware of how facebook works. A lovely little tool to keep up with friends and shit, and to post pictures and be endlessly vain searching for that PERFECT profile picture. (Sidenote: the downfall of digital cameras is our vanity is thrust in our faces...We race to the camera to see how WEEE look...haha, i've done this. i do this. i will do this forever. Because we're an egotistical species...and that ain't gonna change, baby)
But, on facebook right now, I was looking at my pictures that have been posted by friends over the year that I"ve had an account. And I started at the most recent, and as I followed the progression of image after image, it eventually went to the least recent. And I had to laugh, because its like, "Hannah, you thought you looked SMOKIN fuckin HOTTTT that day!" And yet, a year later, I cringe and think about how fat I looked or how bad my hair was or how my outfit was. Will, in a year, I cringe at what I'm wearing now??? Will Future Hannah shun Past Hannah? Haha, as Present Hannah sits in her huge sweater that Future Hannah might hate...
Bottom Line: Will we EVER be content with how we look? I only go on and on about looks because (*hopefully*) our personalities will stay the same awesomeness that they are now. I don't want to spend $23988023984329804 dollars on wedding pictures, only to later look back on them and say ," Sheeeeeeiiiit, what were you thinkin' guuuurrrrrl?" So I don't really know.
I guess I can just love me in the moment. Right now my hair is dark brown, I'm not as slender as I'm used to, and like I said, I'm wearing a ridiculously huge sweater. But tomorrow it'll be different.....Change. How delish :)

Oh Gawd, its been forever....

Sooo, technologically, I"m an idiot...my roommate had to show me how to create a second blog posting...
but i don't really have too much on my mind...and nothing weird or quirky or random...
okay, goodnight!

the maiden voyage of blogging...

sooo, this is the first blog of ME! right now i'm miserably bored in my personality theories class, despite the discussion of penis envy, by freud.
penis envy...a perfect place to start this bitch. i personally don't have penis envy...i think it would be hard to walk, hard to cross your legs, and weird to run. although, i guess i'd like to have one for a day, just to really be glad to be a girl after the day is over.
WOW...now we're talking about the genital stage in my class. sheeeeeesh, freud, what the hell is wrong with you? um, to be honest, nothing really is on my mind. although, welcome to my mind. its a fascinating place, and i'm glad to share its thoughts with you. see ya!